It’s all fussing my mind again,
Why do I feel like this?
You are not you anymore,
I am not what I was before.
It still rushes through my vein,
Like there is something that it lacks.
May be its you.
Or maybe I just have to come to terms with the fact that it will always be you But it’ll never be us again.
It’s been a long time that I haven’t seen you, but when I did today, I was scared, I was scared that you might not want to see me again,
Or you might not feel the way I feel about you.
It still bothers my temperature, it goes higher,
I lose my senses, well I’ve lost them way back, when I lost you.
But its you, the shivering in my hands,the clouds around my head.
I remember crying over you, and I don’t mean a couple of tears or I’m blue. I’m talking about collapsing and screaming at the moon.
And I never got to know when my affection became this pain, and that It became you.